My First post...

Starting my first ever blog post today...

I am going to just throw my thoughts on this blog. I have been thinking about "life" for a long time now. I have been reading a few books (mostly tamil books) realted to internal/mind science(sorry! I do not give much importance to scientific terms). I spent a lot of time understanding the concepts and practicing them. Just the time went by. I have failed big time. I started wondering why the concepts about oneself is tough to understand and practice...

Then I started explaining to others whatever I have understood(actually, I did not). I did whatever I thought of, discussions, analysis, .... thinking that they might help me to get those concepts. But I was so dump! I could not answer the questions that have been analytically asked...

Then I stopped everything except reading. I read... read.... kept on reading....

I do not know when it has happened. Suddenly I started realizing them... And I could feel them... I could easily sense that my life has started taking a whole new perspective... After that moment, the new "Me", has become the happiest person of any other "Me"'s of all my life.

I realized that no amount of discussions or analysis will help one to understand any of them.... I realized that internal science is nothing to do with the knowledge part of my brain.... (biologists, forgive me!!! I am poor at getting scientific terms...) It was totally about the feelings part of the brain... that's why no amount of logical / analytical thinking helped me to realize oneself.

I will write about the realization I had in forth coming posts....